What
does it mean to ‘fear’ G-d? This Sabbath, which follows the black fast
of Tisha B’Av, is called the Sabbath of Comfort, derived from the first
words of the prophetic reading “Comfort you, comfort you My people…”
(Isaiah 40:1). We read in the Biblical portion, “there is none (no one
or no thing) besides Him (Deut 4:35) and then “this is the
commandment, the statutes and the ordinances which the Lord your G-d
commanded…. in order that you may fear the Lord your G-d.” (Deut. 6:1-3)
How can single minded service to the one and only G-d whom we are
supposed to fear according to the biblical text possibly bring us
comfort? Once again, I understand the importance of loving G-d but find
it difficult to be commanded to fear Him.
The Midrash provides a marvelous analogy which enables us to understand
the biblical import. Love is a very inclusive emotion; I first learned
to love and to feel loved from my parents, and those who have received
such love and have offered such love are able to continue to love
others. And the truth is that aside from the exclusiveness of the sexual
relationship that one has with one’s spouse, the healthy individual is
capable of many sincere loves. The Midrash then describes the situation
of an individual who seems to be running directly towards a dog; he is
stopped by his friend, who cries after him, “You are so afraid of dogs,
how come you are running towards them?” The hapless individual, who
never stopped running, cries backwards at his friend, “but just look at
the lion who is chasing me from the other direction”. My fear of the
lion cancelled out my fear of dogs.
Fear of G-d has the power to truly make the individual free; if one fears
G-d, He will then fear no individual – whether that individual be his
employer, his totalitarian leader, or even someone whom he would like to
please in order to get ahead. The only one whom we will try to please is
G-d. Such emotion will prevent anyone’s moral compass from going off
course and will enable him to feel free and truly human despite the
difficulties of the environment in which he may find himself.
From that backdrop I would like to revisit a passage from the Talmud
which we generally study on Tisha B’Av, the passage which gives the
reason for the destruction of the Holy Temple (B.T. Gittin 55 b 56 a,b)
The Talmud first tells of a mix-up in invitations to a fancy dinner
which found the host’s enemy, Barkamza, in the position of having been
an invited guest. The host asks his enemy to leave; Barkamza is willing
to pay for his own portion and then to pay for half the feast and then
to pay for the entire feast, but all to no avail. Since he was publicly
ejected from the dinner and Rabbi Zecharia ben Avkulas was present at
the event and said nothing, the humiliated Barkamza decided to bring
ruin upon the Jewish community. He informs the Emperor of Rome that the
Jews are rebelling against him – and proves his charge by telling the
Emperor that any offering that he will give to the Holy Temple of
Jerusalem will not be accepted by the Priests. The skeptical Emperor
gave a choice calf to Barkamza who immediately caused there to be a
blemish on the lips or the eyes of the offering – a kind of blemish
considered of no consequence by the Romans but ordinarily rejected by
the Hebrews.
The
Holy
Temple authorities
initially intended to offer the sacrifice despite the blemish in order
to prevent strife between the Roman Emperor and the Jewish community.
Said Rabbi Zecharai ben Avkulas, “They will say that we sacrifice
blemished offerings on our altar”. The Kohen Priests then thought to
have Barkamza killed before he had a chance to return to
Rome
and report to the Emperor that indeed his offering had not been
sacrificed. Said Rav Zecharia ben Avkulas, “They will say that
individuals who place a minor blemish on an animal meant to be
sacrificed is killed by the Temple authorities” They neither offered a
sacrifice nor did they kill Barkamza; the Roman armies were dispatched
to destroy the Holy Temple. The Talmudic passage at this point
concludes, “The humility (Hebrew, Anvetanuto) of Rav Zecharia ben
Avkulos caused our sanctuary to be burnt and our
Temple
to be destroyed”. Rav Yedidya Frankel, a former Chief Rabbi of Tel
Aviv Yaffo, gave the following interpretation: The humility of Rav
Zecharia ben Avkulas was his greatest tragedy and a cause of his undoing
and the Temples
destruction. He is paralyzed, incapable of rendering a halakhic
decision. On the one hand, he is frightened of what the right wingers
will say if he allowed the blemished animal to be offered; they will
charge the Holy
Temple with liberal
reformism because they sacrificed a blemished animal. On the other hand,
he is frightened by what the left-wingers will say if he has the
informant killed. He pictures in his mind’s eye all sorts of
demonstrations against a
Temple
leadership which finds a human being worthy of death for merely having
blemished a potential sacrificial offering. Because he does not have the
courage of his convictions and he doesn’t understand that a true rabbi
only seeks to please G-d and is therefore oblivious to what various
political factions might say, he is the real cause of the destruction of
the Temple.
This is the same Zecharia ben Avkulas who remained silent at the
famous dinner which ejected the mistaken invitee. Why did he
remain silent? What was a rabbi doing at such a dinner , especially when
this was the period before the destruction and a time of grave poverty
within a heavenly taxed Judean community. Might it have been that the
party host was an important supporter of Rav Zecharia’s Yeshiva, and so
he was afraid to risk the donation by angering the insensitive host ?
Clearly, this was one rabbi who did not truly fear G-d and so he greatly
feared the people. A rabbi who is truly free looks not to the right, not
to the left, and not to the wealth but only to what he truly believes is
G-d’s will and the honest conclusion of Jewish Law. I always advise my
rabbinical students that when having to choose between pleasing G-d and
pleasing the people, they are better off attempting to please G-d. G-d
has a much longer memory than peopl